Realization #532-B
Walking out of seeing District-9 made me realize something about myself again. Not the first time, but hopefully it’ll stick longer this time.
i realized i’m a builder. i like to build a foundation for the potential of an action moreso than actually following through on an action. i’m sure some of it is rooted in fear of failure, and some of it is rooted in experiences of being blocked at a crucial moment for poor planning.
So, watching the film, i decided i needed to buy that 5d mark ii that i’ve been looking at for a while. If i buy the camera, then that should make it possible for me to shoot without any problems. “Yeah!” i think to myself. Then i realized i don’t have a story to shoot. Then i got down on myself.
Doing better now, because i’m writing.
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